Sunday, March 27, 2016

LOOKING FOR THE LIVING

March 27, 2016
Easter - 10:30am
Luke 24:1-12
(prayer)
We might think of the New Testament gospels as narrative accounts of the "life of Jesus".  But they are really stories about Jesus' death and resurrection... with long, drawn-out introductions.
The literal structure of the first four books of the New Testament show this.  Fully one-fifth or more of the texts describe only one week of Jesus' life.  This is true of each gospel. 
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Luke (which we read from today) reserves five of 24 chapters for the events of Palm Sunday onwards.
Matthew: eight of 28.
Mark: six of 16 .
John: ten of 21.
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When it comes to the Easter narratives, all four gospel accounts begin with a heavenly messenger at the empty tomb with some words of exclamation and hope for the first visitor(s). 
Do not be sad and afraid.
You are looking for Jesus. 
He is not here.
He has been raised!
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One theme that is common among the gospel accounts is that the angelic messages and even one-on-one first-hand resurrection appearances of Jesus are hard for others to believe.
This is how Luke puts it in this morning's reading: The [women's] words seemed to [the rest of disciples] to be an idle tale.
The gospel of John lays out the dilemna in the most explicit way.
You believe because
you have seen.
What a blessing it will be
to have not seen,
and yet come to believe.
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Now, here we are at Easter 2016.
What can we believe about the first Easter and the absolute conviction of the early church leaders that death did not hold Jesus?
What can we believe about resurrection?
I mean that question to be much broader than... what we might think about the historisity of the various resurrection stories in the New Testament.
Beyond what we might think about the various stories in the NT, is there room in our hearts, minds and souls for faith in a living Christ?
Do we have enough 'spiritual curiousity' to consider that Jesus is more than a wonderful figure of history for us, but a real living presence in our lives here and now... today?
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And so, I invite us to think about how that story is known for us today in the context of Luke 24.  We only read the first 12 verses today, but I love the broader story of Luke's account of Easter. Personally, Luke is my favorite Easter narrative.
In those first twelve verses, we heard about at least five women who had gone with spices to honour Jesus' body with a ritualistic burial anointing and (instead) saw an empty tomb and angelic messengers.  Their excitement and wonder was short-lived because no one believed them.
If we had read on, we would have heard about two other disciples unknowingly walking and talking with Jesus along the road leading out of Jerusalem.  They, later, welcomed this stranger into their home in Emmaus only to perceive (after he was gone) that it must have been Jesus!  The woman's tale did not seem so idle to them anymore.
The Emmaus disciples were emboldened to discover (after they returned to the others in Jerusalem) that they were not the only ones - another disciple (named Simon) had claimed to see the lord as well.
But the really interesting part is that, even when Jesus appeared to the whole group shortly after, they still struggled with how real this whole experience was.
I find it wonderfully encouraging to realize that resurrection was hard to grasp... even for those who were there!
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The truth is that - in life - normally, we see things in terms of a series of events - overlapping groups of beginnings and endings - rather than one unending experience.
There are cycles in life: seasons, days, sands through the hourglasses that (when completely fallen) are upturned and reset on their journey again.
Life is a series of overlapping endings and beginnings. 
The 'stuff of life' is what happens along those various paths.
This is what brings us joy and worry, excitement and sorrow.  
Our being has meaning because we are impacted by the cycles of new life: endings and beginnings.
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When we have closed off one experience of our life, it can be hard to re-enter a part of our lives that we thought was over.
It can be very difficult when we are unable to experience some peace and closure to the endings in our lives.
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Jesus' disciples were shocked and deeply saddened when the events of Holy Week turned so quickly from festival to grief.  They had seen Jesus die.  It was an undeniable fact.  A fact they couldn't ignore, just because a couple of them claimed to had a vision of angels telling them differently.
Jesus was gone.  They needed to accept that.
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Our thinking is (for the most part) logic based.  Even the most intuitive among us need things to make sense (at some level) to be believable.
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Resurrection was not believable because the disciples were only focusing on death: on the end of a chapter in their lives.  Even confident words from trusted friends that something miraculous had happened still made it hard to break that barrier.
So strong was the desire to move on from the death of Jesus, even their own eyes couldn't fully erase the lingering doubt in any miracle. 
Luke's narrative includes the Risen Jesus appearing to the whole group of disciples and allowing them to touch him an examine his wounds to prove he was real (and not a vision or a ghost).  Even after that, Luke writes that in their joy, they were [still] disbelieving and still wondering. (24:41)
Think about that: the firsthand experience of resurrection was joyful, but still hard to believe.
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At the empty tomb, the angel had asked the women why they were looking for the living among the dead.
That gets me thinking.
Can we really grasp the notion of a Living Christ, if we are stuck at Good Friday?
As long as the disciples were focused on the death of Jesus (examining his wounds), they couldn't fully embrace the joy emerging in their midst.
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Sometime Christians put a lot of focus on the death of Jesus.
If all that matters is that Jesus died for me or for my sins, why would we need to worry about resurrection?
If all that matters is that Jesus died, why would Jesus rise?
The gospel narratives could have ended with Good Friday.
But they don't.
The tomb messenger invites us to put our focus on life... not death.
To find Jesus, the angel says, don't focus on death... look where life is!
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Faith in Jesus-Resurrected is faith that the mission and ministry of Jesus is active and relevant in the land of the living.
Oliver Wendell Holmes famously said: "Some people are so heavenly minded that they are [of] no earthly good."
In his life, Jesus spoke a lot about what God's Realm was to be like.  But he wasn't talking exclusively about a future eternity with God.  Jesus longed for people to experience the nature of God's realm in this life.
To be immersed in God is not just a hope for the dead, but a promise for the living.
A belief in a living christ will naturally cause us to be concerned with how we live now.
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We see our blueprint for this in the life (not the death) of Jesus.
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Easter People will live the goals of the Realm of God here and now.  We will take seriously the Prayer of Jesus that desires for God's "kingdom [to] come" and for God's "will [to] be done earth".
Using the imagry of the Lord's Prayer, Easter People will be concerned with:
²  Daily Bread,
²  Forgiveness,
²  Resisting the lures of selfish temptation, which are the face of evil in our world.
In the land of the living, Easter People will be the evidence of a Living Christ as we work to see that those things that sustain this life are not absent from anyone.  When we pray for daily bread, we long to have enough to be able to advance our lives for this day.
In his life, Jesus practiced a radical welcome to his tables of sustenance.  He resisted the barriers of exclusion. 
Some people are quick to create excuses of worthiness, so that the blessings of nourishment for body and soul can be hoarded for a select group.  But Jesus consistently lived a different example.
The ones whom others labeled as sinners, Jesus called friends.  The response was forgiveness, not isolation - welcome, not rejection. 
For me, when I pray the Lord's Prayer, I always see the two lines about trespass and forgiveness as one statement.  I seek forgiveness for my trespasses as well as offering forgiveness to others.  It has to be both or it can't be either.  I am honour bound to accept the imperfections of others alongside my own desire to become a better person each day.
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Another example: when children longed to be heard and not just seen, Jesus brought them - front and centre - into his circle.
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And... when restrictive rules and rituals blocked a path to God, he ignored them.  The sabbath was made for people, not the other way around.
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There is no one unworthy of the compassion and welcome of God.  God is not waiting for us to become perfect before loving us.  The Realm of God is to be a present reality as much as it is a future hope.
Easter People believe that we are all embraced by the deep love of God - now... in the land of the living.
"Thy Kingdom come on earth
(as it is in heaven)".
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In a few minutes, we are all invited to nourish body and soul in the sacrament of Jesus' radical welcome - we will model a faith in the Living Christ at the table of communion where none should feel excluded.  All are invited.  Both...
-the bothered and content;
-young and old;
-faithful and doubting;
-healthy and ailing;
-certain and confused;
-female, male and gendre fluid;
-addicted and abstaining;
-deeply spiritual and searching;
-straight, gay and bisexual;
-friend and stranger;
-happy and worried;
-glutton sensitive and wheat tolerant;
-a regular at this church and those who are just visiting...
We are one in the Living Christ.
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Most importantly, we show the world (and each other) that Jesus is raised by moving away from this table with the same spirit of welcome and inclusion that we profess within these walls.
How can others know that Christ is Risen?
They will see this in how we live when we are not in church.
They will not see perfect people (definitely not), but they will see us struggling to be faithful - learning and evolving as disciples of Jesus, each day.
They will see us strive to make Jesus' spirit of compassion real in this world... even as we rely on the same spirit to forgive and renew us along the way.
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Easter becomes real when we look for (and find) the Risen Christ among the living.
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Let us pray:
We thank you God for new life in Christ.  We join the choir of voices throughout the ages proclaiming... 'Hallelujah'.  Amen.


*** offering ***

FIRST DAY


March 27, 2016
Easter - 8:30am
Genesis 1:1-5
John 20:1-29

In the beginning when God created the heavens and the earth, the earth was a formless void and darkness covered the face of the deep, while a wind from God swept over the face of the waters. Then God said, Let there be light; and there was light. And God saw that the light was good; and God separated the light from the darkness. God called the light Day, and the darkness he called Night. And there was evening and there was morning, the first day.

The poetry of the first verses of Genesis says that the creation of light is the beginning of injecting some order into chaos - to bring some perspective into a universe that is taking primordial shape.

Light is not created to eliminate darkness, but to be it's companion.  We all know that it is equally impossible 'to see' when surround by either complete darkness or blinding light.

It is the gentle combining of light and dark that allows for shadows to emerge - for colour and perspective and beauty to become known.

It is dark when Mary Magdalene begins her Sunday morning journey.  The light of a new day creeps over the horizon as she walks to the place where Jesus body was laid on 36 hours earlier.

Here life was in chaos.  She had no delusion that a few rays of fresh sunshine at the start of a new week would change that.

But she never imagined it could get worse... Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the tomb.

#409VU "Morning Has Broken"

Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. ... She turned round and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, Woman, why are you weeping? For whom are you looking? Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away. Jesus said to her, Mary! She turned and said to him in Hebrew, Rabbouni! (which means Teacher). Jesus said to her, Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God. Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, I have seen the Lord; and she told them that he had said these things to her.

Mary's eyes were filled with tears.  The salt and water clouded her vision, but her other senses allowed her to recognize Jesus.  It was her ears that first discovered a familiarity in the one she had assumed was a gardener.

It was the memory of her name being spoken with deep compassion that opened her eyes and she wanted to reach out and embrace the wonder of this new day.

She ran and told the others: I have see the Lord!  A couple of them ran back to see Jesus in the garden for themselves, but all they saw was an empty tomb.

Mary's full story was still too much to be believed.  Hope was not stronger than grief... yet.

As the day ended - as the flickering light of lamps and cooking fires replaced the steady light of the sun - the disciples of Jesus remained shut off from the world.  They were (literally) locked up with the darkness of grief.

Let there be light!
Jesus came and stood among them and said, peace be with you.  ... He breathed on them and said, Receive the Holy Spirit.

Into the darkness and chaos of grief, the group of disciples experienced easter resurrection in their midst.  Like Mary, senses other than sight made it real for them.  Their ears heard Jesus speak words of peace and spirit.  And more than Mary did in the garden, their hands could touch resurrection.  They felt it in their hearts and on their fingertips.

At the beginning of existence, the ancient poet imagined that the first day emerges in light... and chaos is set aside.

On the first day of a new week, Jesus' closest followers had the chaos of their despair disbursed by the one they would come to call "The Light of the World".
Our place in the universe has us on this spinning globe with its regular cycles of day and night - seasons and years as we spiral through space with the star whose light makes our lives possible.

As we roll into new days, the familiar light and warmth greets us and we are reminded of the wonder of the cosmos God has made and the special mystery that is the life we live.

Like Mary, Peter, John,
Thomas and the others, we open our God-given senses to this first day of a new week.

I believe that one of the messages of easter is that there is nothing old in our midst this morning.  Even that which is familiar exist fresh in this new light.

Hear again... Jesus greeting us with a peaceful welcome.

Feel a fresh spirit blowing among us and through us.

Touch this new day with wonder and awe.

Every new day is fresh.  In fresh light, all hope and promise is possible.

We are an Easter People.
Christ is Risen.  Hallelujah.

#88MV "Over My Head"


Blessings for a new day...

Friday, March 25, 2016

DEALING WITH DEATH

March 25, 2016
Good Friday
John 18-19
(prayer)
Earlier this week, I filled out my 2015 taxes.
The Canada Revenue Agency will certainly encourage all income earners in our country to fill out the required paperwork (literally or virtually) by the end of next month.
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You know what Benjamin Franklin said about the certainty of taxes. In an 1789 letter, Franklin wrote that (while there was hope for a permanence of the newly established US Constitution), "in this world nothing can be said to be certain, except death and taxes".
He was trying to be funny, of course, because... taxes are NOT a certainty.  If they were, tiny Caribbean islands wouldn't have major financial institutions as their primary industries.
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There is one thing that is certain in this world... death.  Nothing that exists now will endure in its current state into perpetuity.  That is true for everything, living or inert.
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As the minister for the only United Church in town (that happens to be located across the street from one of Leduc's two funeral homes), in the last 15+ years, I have been asked to assist more than 330 groups of families and friends in their times of grief.
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We value our lives. We live to be in relationship with each other. It is how we are made.
This life we have is wonderful - full of wonder.
We all deserve to know beauty and love to the fullest possible extent.
Our bodies have evolved an amazing ability to adapt to changing circumstances.  Our minds (collectively) have discovered medicines and techniques to heal the body from many injuries and ailments.  We are living longer than at any other time in human history.  These abilities expand with every new generation.
But even with all of this... death is still certain.  Without exception.
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It remains true that the life we have in this world is fragile and finite.  Whether it is advanced age, or illness or violent trauma, every life will end.
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We all know this.  But - it seems to be a topic, that most of us avoid giving much attention.
When we are forced to (because of a doctor's prognosis, or a sad call from a loved one, or reading the obit section of a newspaper)... we will accept the finite nature of this existence.  But for the most part, we try to ignore the end that will come.
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We prefer to invest our energy in the stuff of life.  It defines us.  It fills us.
And so when death comes close, we become broken, incomplete, empty in some ways. This is true whether death has come after a long life or a short one, whether it is slowly anticipated or comes unexpectedly.
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Today is Good Friday.
The day we remember the death of Yeshua ben Yoseph - Jesus, son of Joseph - a carpenter turned teacher-healer from Nazareth in the early 1st century.
Jesus' death came about relatively suddenly.  Less than a week before hand, he was part of a small group of pilgrims who were joining thousands of other people of faith to share festival together.
Jesus and his group had made a special journey south to Jerusalem - as they had likely done before.  There was no reason to assume that this festive retreat would end in death.
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In retrospect, we can see the dominoes fall.  Early in the week, there was a protest among the money changers.  And yes, Jesus was teaching in the Temple courtyard (as many others did), but was his message really that outrageous?
In retrospect, we know that there were concerns behind the scenes about a claim that Jesus (son of Joseph) of Nazareth was a Hebrew king.
He didn't act like someone bent on political revolution, but the powers-that-be were concerned enough to look into the claims, which included seeking the assistance of one of Jesus' own followers to bring him in for questioning.
Right through to suppertime on Thursday evening, there was no obvious need for anyone to worry.
It was not until after a post-supper garden prayer - when roman soldiers and temple police were led to Jesus to arrest him - that worry entered the picture.
But - even after a surprising Thursday evening arrest - who could have imagined that (in only a few hours) Jesus' fate would be sealed and he would be included among the empire's Friday executions.
With almost no time to prepare, Jesus' friends watched him die at the hands of the Roman authorities - as a convicted traitor to the empire: with the complicity of the local religious elite. 
However you look at it, this small town preacher died because was seen as a threat to established systems of power.  By 9 am Friday morning, it no longer mattered if that threat was real or imagined.
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If Jesus was part of your life in Jerusalem that week, how do you think you would deal with that?
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Simon Peter.
He was one of Jesus' first followers.  He had known Jesus longer that almost everyone in his group other than Jesus' family members.
Peter is said to be one of the disciples to first articulate a belief that Jesus may - in fact - be God's anointed Messiah. 
Peter was part of a small group that experienced a shared vision of Jesus shining in the light of God's glory on par with great figures of faith like Elijah and Moses.
And yet, Peter had little patience for the possibility that Jesus (as the Christ) could be overcome by any human power.  Peter even argued with Jesus about this. 
It is said that Peter even tried to violent disrupt Jesus' arrest.
We should not be surprised that Peter was struck with worry and fear after Jesus' arrest.
I think Peter went in a self-preservation mode.
He had no desire to join Jesus in the governor's court of justice.  There was so much uncertainty.  Would Jesus be released?  How much deeper will the arrests go.  It was time for Peter to lay low and wait and see.
So, when his own ties to Jesus were at risk of being exposed, Peter retreated.
"I don't know him!"
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Pontius Pilate.
In the grand scheme of the vast reaches of the Roman Empire, Judea and Galilee were not the most prestigious posting.  It was a valuable piece of real estate being located at the land and sea crossroads between three continents, but the role of the local officials was simply to ensure that the Empire's military and economic aspirations could proceed with as little disruption as possible: collect taxes and keep the trade and troop routes open.  Within those limits, the local population was able to live life as they saw fit - economically, culturally and religiously.
Pontius Pilate's main purpose, as Prefect of the Roman Province of Judaea, was to maintain the peace.  As was the case throughout the Empire, this was done through a strong military presence and acts of swift and brutal justice to any threats to Emperor Tiberius' authority.
It is most unlikely that the accusations against Jesus took up much of Pirate's time and energy.  He was willing to take the advice of his lower level advisors.  If they imagined a threat, then, fine, crucify him.  Even the accused wasn't fighting it all that hard - choosing to preach about power and truth instead of begging for mercy.
One way or another, I think that the quashing of a minor threat, like Jesus, did not leave an impression on Pilate.  He brushed away as easily and washing the day's dust off his hands.  Pilate did not allow himself to care about the life or death of Jesus.  He had long ago learned to be numb to the suffering and death he inflicted.
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Mary.  John.
Jesus' mother and one of Jesus' closest disciples (traditionally identified as John, who like Peter was one of Jesus' first fisherman followers) were holding vigil with Jesus as he hung on the executioner's cross waiting to die.
I think it was a mix of...
²  their desire to support Jesus (and each other) as death came nearer and...
²  their own need to be there to accept the reality of what was happening.
Not everyone can do this: to watch death force a final breath.  But it can be the most direct means of closure and acceptance of the end of life.
And in some ways, it is an act of deep love and respect to be a physical reminder to the one who is dying that she or he is not alone as they transition from this life.
The story we heard in our fourth reading this morning shows us acts of deep compassion as Jesus' mother and dear friend don't allow Jesus to face death alone; and in that time, Jesus shows compassion as well.  Jesus asks them to see the an ongoing care for each other.  John, look after my mother as if she was your own mom.
We don't know how much connection John had with his own family.  Unlike Peter, who the Bible tells us lived with his wife's extended family in Capernaum, John may have been estranged from his family.  We are told that when John (and his brother James) were called to follow Jesus, they immediately left their family.  The gospels tell us that the brothers left their father and the hired hands right in the midst of the day's work.
They may have burned the bridges of home and family when they chose to follow Jesus.
I think that John may have lacked a deep family connection since he joined Jesus on that expedition to fish for people.
So, not only did Jesus ask John to treat Mary like a mother, he asked Mary to treat John like a son.
This beautiful compassion was one of Jesus' final gifts.
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In John 19:31, it says that the Temple authories were concerned about Friday crucifixions because... it could mean that the condemned might not die soon enough to have the bodies removed prior to the advent of the Sabbath at sundown.  The Torah would not allow for that work to be done on the Sabbath day, which would mean that decomposing corpses would be left hanging until the next week.
Whether in response to these concerns or the desires for the soldiers on execution detail to finish their work sooner, there appears to have been a practice to break the legs of those on the crosses to not allow them to support their own weight (and draw deeper breaths). 
This would hasten death.
It appears that there were those who impatient with the pace of death and longed to speed it along.
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For Jesus himself, there seems to have been a resignation that his impending death was beyond his control.
The gospels tell us that immediately after he accepts a baptism that signalled the beginning of his active ministry, Jesus wrestles with various temptations to take shortcuts and make quick paths to allow for a worry free, easy life as a preacher and prophet for God. Jesus did not succumb to the temptations of compromise to dilute his message of God's love and the work and effort it would take for people to embrace the truth of this good news.
In Pilate's judgement chamber, Jesus is tempted once again.  He could deny his gospel; to dilute his faith in the sovereignty of God and kiss the ring of the Empire.
It was true that Pilate might have released Jesus, if he would have only denounced his views on where power really lies.
But, for, Jesus, the idea of God's ruling love was greater than the breaths that were left in Jesus' lungs.
If this was it for Jesus, he would greet death with his integrity intact.
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These biblical reactions to the end of Jesus' life parallel some of the ways we deal with death.
People we love and care for fill up part of our souls.  And so, when they near the end and when they ultimately leave this life, we discover an emptiness that is palatable.
²  It literally has a 'taste' (in my experience).
²  It shortens new breaths.
²  And it aches like a deep hunger or thirst.
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We (like Peter) can do what we can to protect ourselves from worry.  We can try to minimize our involvement and hope that this makes the experience of death easier.  Sometimes it works.  Most of the time it doesn't.
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We (like the soldiers) might wish for death to be quick.  Many people would prefer not to linger - if there is no hope of quality of life.  We prefer to not have others endure our slow death.  And, it is common to have end of life directives like 'do not resuscitate' or 'removing feeding tubes and breathing assists'. 
As of this summer, Physician Assisted Death will exist (in some form) in Canada.  The debate will continue as to whose suffering  is really served by PAD: the one dying or those at bedside and how those decisions are made and by whom.
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We (like Pilate) can convince ourselves that we don't care - to allow ourselves to become numb to death's effect on us.
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We (like John and Mary) might find a lasting comfort in the practice of vigil and the deepening of relationships.
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There is no perfect way to deal with death - other that to make sure that no one (who longs for comfort) should be left to hold their grief alone.
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Death is an unwelcome, but certain, part of every life.
And along side death is... the reality of grief.
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Jesus' absolute final living act (according to John's gospel) was to quench a lingering thirst.
It provided him the strength needed to profess the completion of his message of God's compassion in all times and places.
"It is finished."

***silent reflection***

#581VU  “When We Are Living”