Sunday, February 28, 2016

SUSTAINED BY SPIRIT

February 28, 2016
Lent 3
Isaiah 55:1-9
1st Corinthians 10:1-13
(prayer)
As I read through the two readings for this morning, I am struck how they seem to be sending a mixed message.
·      1st Corinthians: be very careful not to fail tests of faith, or else you will get what you deserve; earn your path out of trouble...
·      Isaiah: come and share in the goodness, even (especially) if you don’t think you deserve it or have earned it...
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Then again, Corinthians does profess that we will always have the means necessary to endure whatever difficulties come our way: God will not let you be tested beyond your strength... God will provide you a path to endure the testing.
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I must admit that I am very careful with the modern context in which I quote this passage from first corinthians chapter ten.  I get what Paul was saying and who he was saying it to.  But simply quoting his words out of context can present an unintended view of God.
In spite of the title we give to the letter, this was not the "first" time Paul was communicating with the young church in Corinth.  First Corinthians is not even the first letter Paul wrote to the corinthians  (see 1st Corinthians 5:9).
My point is... that the passage from today is part of a conversation among people who already have established a relationship with each other.  They have earned a certain mutual respect to be able to say challenging things to each other.  The had a significant understanding of each other that pre-determined what was being written in the letter we call First Corinthians.
So, when Paul speaks about the faith of the people being challenged by their particular life and circumstances, he understands what they are going through.  And he is able to bring in his experience with people in other places to add some clarity to the corinthians' situation.
Verse 13:  [what you are going through] is common.
In other words: you are not alone.  God has been with others going through similar trials... and God is with you too.
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As, I said, I am cautious about quoting this passage in new contexts where people's faith is challenged because to say "every body has problems" can come off as sounding dismissive.
I know (from my own experience of being down in the dumps about something) that learning that "others might have similar problems too" doesn't  necessarily make me feel any better.  In fact, it can have the opposite effect of support, making me feel guilty for even sharing my problems.
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I am especially cautious about just throwing out the phrase "God will not let you be tested beyond your strength" or other ways of saying the same thing.  For example, if someone asks: Why did God let this happen to me? And I respond with: God allowed you to experience this difficulty because God knew you were strong enough to handle it.  What message am I sending about God?
I will never forget talking with a parent who was grieving the tragic death of their child.  Some well-meaning friend had tried to offer comfort by quoting 1st Corinthians.  The parent' tearful lament to me was "if only I had been weaker, my child would still be alive." 
So sad.
If I believed that this was what Paul meant, I would not pray for strength and courage, I would pray for weakness and fear.  Why be strong if it only results in facing harder challenges.
If our strength is a factor that pre-dictates the level of challenges we will face, why would anyone want to be strong?
I simply do not believe that God doles out suffering in a proportion to our ability to handle it. 
My belief is... that it is not a failure to become overwhelmed with life.  And I will not judge anyone's character as weak when times get tough and they are questioning what they believe about God and faith.
Maybe Paul was playing a bit of a judgement trip with the church's complaints about their situation, but the actual thesis of that part of the letter was not about the people's faith and commitment, but about God's steadfastness. 
In the end, Paul was saying... in spite of our success or failure, in spite of our weakness or strength, in spite of our current level of doubt, fear or faith, God is committed to being with us, among us, loving us.
For me, that is how I hear the final words of the corinthian passage - the "way out" that God provides is a promise that God will not abandon us.  Enduring a difficult time, does not mean triumphing over it, but moving into a future that holds us, supports us and encourages us to hang on to that will sustain us and bring us deeper peace.
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I hope we can focus our attention to that end-point of the corinthian passage rather than the guilt trip implied in "you don't want to fail the tests to your faith by forgetting about the rock that Christ is in their life.
God is generous with a holy presence - even (especially) in times of difficulty and challenge.
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Let's think about that from the point of view in the reading from Isaiah 55.  The original audience to those words were a people living in exile six centuries before Jesus' time: forcibly deported from their homeland at the whim of the imperial power of the day.
They were struggling to maintain a national identity while trying to scratch out a basic subsistence on foreign soil.
Food and faith must have been scarce.  And into that world, the prophet speaks:  come eat and drink a grand feast; all is provided free of charge.
The metaphor, the message, is that, in the god of their ancestors, there is all that is needed to sustain them.
The old rituals of worship from before we're irrelevant in this new time.  The Jerusalem Temple was lying in ruins hundreds of kilometers  away.  An old way of thinking that there was only one true place and one true style in which to encounter God was no longer relevant.  Centuries of religious practices and set traditions were set on their ear when the deportation squads rounded people up and shipped to the settlement camps by the Rivers of Babylon.
Then, into a new time, a prophet professes that God is not dead and buried in distant rubble.  God is not waiting for the proper rites to be performed.  No, God is inviting the people to know the fullest possible measure of grace - even in exile.
So, you who thirst, come to waters.  You who are hungry, come eat.  Leave your money at home.  You do not have to buy God's compassion for you.
As I read this part of the bible, I do not see the feast as being about abundance or excess or welfare, but about a generosity that is focused on daily need to eat, drink and celebrate life in a community of care.
It is not the people's resources or level of faith or adherence to ancient rituals that earn them a seat at the table.  God simply provides... with no expectation of payment (before or after the meal).
God sees the need and God provides.
That is pretty much the same thing Paul wrote 600 years later to early Christians in Corinth.
The divine hope is that a generosity of God will lead to a people who desire to live out generosity as well.
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There is a gospel story of Jesus presiding over a meal shared by thousands of people.  The practical-minded desciples wanted Jesus to dismiss the crowds so that they had time to go home to prepare and eat their own suppers, but instead Jesus encouraged everyone to sit down. 
The generosity started with one young pilgrim who offered to share what he had: five loaves of barley bread and two fish.
The gospel texts do not tell us how, but as the available food was passed around, there was more than what was needed for everyone to have their fill.
Did Jesus just make food appear out of thin air... or was the miracle in the releasing of people's generous natures?   Surely, the loaves-and fishes-boy was not the only who had packed a lunch.
Regardless of the facts of that mass feeding, I believe that it is true to say... generosity is the driving force that leads to a just abundance.
I hear that message in the story of the feeding of the 5000 and in Isaiah 55.
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Our God is gracious.
Our God is good.
Our God is generous.
Come be filled.  God says.
It is on me.
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God takes the proactive step of providing, but we are to be active as well.  We are invited to come to the table, we still have to take our seat. 
We are not spoon-fed by God, we are given a seat at the table of bounty.
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Next week, we will hear a story (a parable of Jesus) about a negative reaction to generosity, but you'll have to wait to go down that road.
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For today, I lay before us the Grace of God.  Grace is a gift.  It doesn't matter if we feel we have not earned it - grace is all about God, not us. 
And I lay before us, a holy promise that the impact of challenges and difficult circumstances do not exempt us from the generous compassion of God.
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At song that has spoken to me over the years comes from my go-to spiritual folk artist from Ashville NC.
The thesis is David Wilcox's Break in the Cup is that our hearts are like cups that have a crack in them.  We can't simply fill them once and expect it to sustain us.  Like the broken cup, we need new love, new compassion, new joy and encouragement to keep it filled.  So, the secret to happiness is not to selfishly guard what we have, but to risk finding the sources of new and continued support.  David sings:
We cannot trade empty for empty.
We must go to the waterfall.
For there's a break in the cup
that holds love inside us all.
I think that Jesus would have liked this.  He once spoke to an outlasted woman about a source of living water that fills us eternally (see John 4).
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We do not exist in a problem-free world's.   Life is not a utopic paradise.  People of faith have asked in every age, why did God made us and our world this way? Why is there pain and suffering and death?
It is an unanswerable question.  None of us knows the mind of God.
But, we can point to the spiritual comfort that many have experienced and consider the belief that God remains our companion in times of joy and sorrow.
Jesus famously said: Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.  Blessed are you who are hungry now, for you will be filled.  Blessed are you who weep now for you will laugh (Luke 6:20-21).  "Blessing" exists even in times of difficulty.  The Apostle Paul once wrote that he was sure that there was nothing in all creation [that] could separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:39).
Being aware of the holy presence in our midst can build and strengthen faith.
I liken it to the nature of wooden instruments.  The quality of sound produced by a violin (for example) improves the more often it is played.  The wood body of the instrument is affected by the sound waves bouncing around it.  The vibrations change the wood and actually mellows the future sounds it will create.  That is why those old well made creations are highly sought after by the great players. 
What a wonderful metaphor for life and faith.  Our lives are made better the deeper we live.  Beautiful music can emerge from all of the practice and learning we do along the way.  Even the sour notes and the disharmony serves to strengthen our potential.  Especially, when we allow ourselves to be held by a master.
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The promise of our scriptures today is that God willingly inserts God's self into both the joyful and sorrowful aspects of life.  We are never abandoned.  We are not separated from the care and compassion that created us.
Even with broken cups, we can be filled.
Even without the means to sustain ourselves, we are invited to share at the table of blessing.
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Thanks be to God.
I will leave us with words of the ancient Hebrew king, David, who was able to find a sense of God - even in the wilderness.   The first few verses of Psalm 63:
O God, you are my God,
I seek you,
my soul thirsts for you;
my flesh faints for you,
as in a dry and weary land
where there is no water. 
So I have looked upon you
in the sanctuary,
beholding your power and glory. 
Because your steadfast love
is better than life,
my lips will praise you.
So I will bless you as long as I live;
I will lift up my hands
and call on your name. 
My soul is satisfied
as with a rich feast,
and my mouth praises you
with joyful lips
when I think of you on my bed,
and meditate on you
in the watches of the night;
for you have been my help,
and in the shadow of your wings
I sing for joy.
My soul clings to you;
your right hand upholds me.
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We are not alone.
Thanks be to God.
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Let us pray:
Merciful God, it is your way to draw us back together and to you, and to enfold us in your everlasting arms. Thank you. Amen.


#4MV “All Who Are Thirsty”

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